I'm back!!!!

Hello my dear blog and bloggers! After being dissapeared for almost a year I decided to keep writing here and fill this pages with all my adventures, thoughts and just some words from my soul. Life is just amazingly beautiful and in every day I discover the poetry, the melody and the colors that God has given us in each piece of His creation. And I LOVE IT ALL!!! :)

Tribute.

Tribute:

I¨m here at the other side of the world

writing some verses about a great man.

Verses of life and death.

I met this man without seeing his face

who was following the footsprints

of a beautifull carpenter

in a beach inhabited with dreams and hopes,

joy and harmony,

challenges and laughs.

He was walking, being light in the darkness

and reflecting in his blue sea eyes

the unbreakable peace of life with purpose

and the smiling soul of a lover.

And that loved man slept until

a new sunrise without a known day.

I saw his footsprints in the sand

a crowd whom was following it,

a green feeling filling their hearts

I saw this man...in his chest tattoo

the reason of his life and the legacy of his death.

I¨m still here, at the other side of the world,

writing some free verses about a great man

as a tribute to a life that mattered,

taking as mine those words of life, and for everlasting life,

join to his legacy with tears and a joyfull heart,

knowing that he just was not made for here.

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In the memorian of Jeremy Earnshaw.

Philippians 1.21

The gift of serving...The most amazing example of Jesus.

I"m here again. After all this time, I"m able to sit for a while and write some things....
So many things happened in my life since the last time I wrote.
God had been working on me in so many real ways that I"m so overwhelmed. Showing me about Him, about the people and even about myself.
I was in YWAM Jarabacoa since July 1st untill July 23th helping with two short-term missions team from Penssilvania. Being able to serve there was such a blessing for me. After that, back to my town for a couple of days and then.... Family Time. OMG! I missed my family! Talking with my mom and dad was great and hard at the same time. Since I said I will be missionary everything changed. In myself, in my family, in my friends. But, even if is hard, at the end it doent matter because I"m saying yes to God"s call and becoming part of something bigger than me, an agent of transformation for this time, just a servant....
Someone said that I"m so radical, extravagant, a dreamer. And yes! I"m all that. God wants that from His people. God is tired of normal people. He is looking for people, radical people that live for and because of Him. Dreamers... yes... but dreamers that want to live His dreams and share those dreams to other people. People that decide to left everything behind and show and reach more people with Jesus"s love... SERVING THEM WITH PASSION, EXCELLENCE AND JOY!!!!!!! Am I radical, extravagant, a dreamer? Well, it"s just that I serve a RADICAL, EXTRAVAGANT AND DREAMER GOD! And I"m just hearing His voice and following His way and His words.... I"m following His footprints until the end of this world.

Crónicas de estos días:

Hola de nuevo!

Aquí estoy para contarte los últimos acontecimientos de mi vida.

Ummm, en primer lugar renuncié a mi trabajo en el bufete jurídico.

Luego, estuve una semana en Azua junto a JUCUM y la EDE. Que semana más maravillosa! Verdaderamente pude ver cuánto necesita la gente conocer a Dios...y tener una relación íntima con El... Llegamos el sábado 26 de abril a casa de Raúl y Zanza y tuvimos una reunión junto a los miembros de la iglesia. Luego cada uno de nosotros compartió con ellos y nos dispersamos entre las casas de los fieles para cenar. Fue un hermoso tiempo de comunión! El domingo en la mañana y los siguientes días estuvimos en varias escuelas y relacionándonos con diversas comunidades. Orando por muchas personas, viendo el poder de Dios obrando en el corazón de la gente...Aprendiendo tantas cosas...fortaleciendo amistades, conociendo más a Dios...el blog no me daría para expresar tantas cosas acontecidas en esa semana. Luego compartir unos días con mis mejores amigas en la Ciudad Primada...Y de regresooooooo a Moca. Hace ya dos semanas que estoy ayudando en Mission of Mercy, en el proyecto de Niños de Dios que funciona en mi iglesia. Es una bendición trabajar con estos niños que necesitan tanto saber de que son especiales y que son verdaderamente amados... No voy a negar que es difícil, es bastante difícil, pero me da fuerzas para seguir el hecho de que puedo ayudarles un poco a ser diferentes y a mostrarle el mismo amor que como hija de Dios me ha sido dado... Firme en el propósito de servir con mi vida a Dios, en el horizonte se vislumbrar nuevos retos y nuevas metas...Tan grandes que necesito la ayuda de Dios para alcanzarlos... Yo haré mi parte...El resto es de El!! Si estás leyendo esto, toma un momentito y ora por mi... Ahora debo irme, luego les contaré más. Feliz y victoriosa...Eva.☺

A prayer...

Walk by faith. Thats so deep and so hard sometimes. But it must to be in that way. Those days, I"ve to walk by faith in order to continue the path.

Can I walk alone? Definetely not! I need your help Lord! All the issues around me seems to put a wall that becomes taller and taller between me and the desire of serve you. But I stay strong in You...Fighting! And yes, I feel weak, I feel sad, I feel angry, but I BELIEVE that with YOU I"m strong, that with YOU I"ve joy, and with YOU my anger will not stay "till the sunset...I put all my feelings in your hands...Clean my soul and wash away my thoughs....Make me a expression of You...and when you see that I cant go on...Carry me...And thanks, thank you so much for be my Father, my Friend, my Refuge and my Shelter... I"m here...Just for You!

Una mirada profunda...y una decisión

Golpea mi rostro el aire adormecido del amanecer.

Y llega así otro día de mi vida.

Y con él me sumerjo profundamente en la bruma de mis pensamientos y mis sueños.

Que catástrofe cuando pienso profundamente...

No te asustes...no es tan catastrófico...pero te has puesto a mirar en una perspectiva menos egoísta todo lo que te rodea y el mundo entero?

Cuando deja de importarte el "Yo" y ves atento los demás, encuentras el sentido (a veces perdido en el mar de la vanalidad) del amor al prójimo que tanto recalcaba ese dulce Nazareno.

Stop.

Ve a tu alrededor.

Atentamente.

Que no te distraiga nada.

Oyes el grito desesperado de un niño hambriento?

Ves a un triste anciano dormir en el frio y duro suelo sin más abrigo que una sucia y raída cobija?

Ves a una mujer mendigar unas pocas monedas y el gesto despectivo con que los transeúntes les tiran unos pocos pesos?

Ves las miradas largas de unos que van acelerados sin contemplar la belleza de la vida?

Has sentido las arrugadas manos de un chicuelo perdido en el desamor y las drogas?

Miraste al fondo de unos ojos tristes de una joven que vende su cuerpo y su dignidad?

Viste suficiente?

Crees conocer mucho?

Todavía sufres de yoísmo crónico?

Piensas que es cruel?

Y tu, qué has hecho?

Qué vas a hacer?

Te quedarás en una eterna indiferencia, conformándote a este tiempo, mientras existen otros que esperan un poco de amor de ti?

Stop!

Señor...

Yo renuncio a mi comodidad si puedo ayudar a dar una comodidad mejor a mi prójimo...

Yo renuncio a mis estudios si puedo contribuir a la educación de alguien más...

Abandono mi país si puedo ayudar a otras naciones...

Renuncio a casarme, si pudiera ayudar a unir en casamiento...

Desisto del sueño de la maternidad, si puedo amparar a alguno de tus pequeñines abandonados...

Dios, úsame para cambiar la vida de alguien...

No me dejes conformada, más continua confróntandome..

Haciéndome cuestionar...

No me dejes acomodar en la mediocridad...

No me dejes saber qué es el conformismo...

No me dejes creer en el fatalismo...

Hazme querer vivir más para ti...

Cada día de mis días.

:)

Everyday becoming more Jesus freak!!!! :)

I dont know if I sayed this before, but if yes, can I say it again? IM CRAZY IN LOVE OF MY BEUTIFULL JESUS!!!
Like I wrote in the top, everyday I become more and more and more Jesus freak!!!! Lately I has been leaded to highest levels in this path named life...I discovered my purpose serving my Savior (and His sense of humor working in me and through me too)....Yesterday I was hearing a song that I love: Suivre by Luc Dumont and he describe in the lyrics just how I feel in this time..Je m"appuie sur tes promesses....Tu est la passion de ma vie...and no matter what the other people say or think I want so desperately dedicate my whole life to Jesus, share His amazing love with every young, every child, every women, every man, in the planet earth...And yes... I"ve been fighting too with the pressures, worries and some people that wants to put me down and try to descourage me...But I FIX MY EYES in the AUTOR of my LIFE...and I believe the promises that He gave me...And like someone say: "Get a vission so big that it takes God in order to become real"....Sooo....The desire of my heart and all my dreams will become real more that the air i breath every second...AND... yes....I need to say again... I LOVE MY JESUS!!!! IM JESUS FREAK!!! :)